Friday, May 22, 2009

TEH YEAR 2005-2006

AFTER THE TIRESOME EXAM DAYS OF THE BOARDS IN 2004,I NEVER HAD IMAGINED MYSELF BACK AT HOLY CROSS.ALL MY CLOSE FRIENDS JOINED THE ONE MNTHS PROVISIONAL CLASS BUT I SAID NO I AM NOT GOING BACK TO HOLYCROSS ,NOT INTERESTED IN STUDYING SCIENCE.THE MUCH AWAITED RESULTS CAME AND ALL OUR BATCHMATES CAME OUT WITH FLYING COLOURS.IT WAS THEN I DECIDED I AM GONNA TRY ADMISSION IN HOLY CROSS AGAIN AND LUCKILY I GOT THRU. SLOWLY DAYS PASSED AND WITHOUT REALISING WE WERE NEARING THE DAYS WHEN WE HAD BID FAREWELL TO EACH OTHER AND OUR ALMA MATTER.HAD NEVER EVEN THOUGHT THAT LEAVING HOLY CROSS WOULD BE SO PAINFUL.. 19TH OF NOVEMBER WAS TO BE LAST DAY OF OUR SCHOOL LIFE. DURING LUNCH BREAK ALL OF US SAT 2GETHER TO SHARE OUR LUNCH WHEN SUDDENLY WE HEARD SOUNDS OF SOMEONE SOBBING,WE LUKED AROUND TO SEE WHO WAS CRYING.IT WAS SUBHA WHO COULDNT CONTROL HER EMOTIONS SO SHE HAD BURST INTO TEARS.......REALLY THOSE DAYS HAVE LEFT A IMPREESION IN OUR HEART WHICH I SUPPOSE NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO FORGET.I HAVE NOW REALISED THE TRUE WORTH OF HOLY CROSS,THE PRINCIPAL,TEACHERS AND ALL MY JUNIORS.IF AND ONLY IF I COULD ............ BUT TIMES GONE.ALL OF THE PEOPLE IN MY BATCH WAS UNIQUE IN SOME OR THE OTHER THING AND HAD UNIQUE NAMES AWARDED LIKE MYSELF-PINCHEY,TSHERING-CHAREY,DEBAYAN-DEBU,ANURAG-RAGGY D DOGGY,K.NAMESH-KONSTANT,SREEMOY-DADA,SITOSHNA-BUNTY,AVINASH-PURKAY,ANUSHA-BARULA AND MANY MORE....


SOME OF THE MEMORIES WE HAD CAPTURED IN CAMERA





















Sunday, May 10, 2009

REALIZATION OF THE BITTER TRUTH




                                    COLLEGE FRONTSIDE VIEW,SUNSET                                               

AS I STEPPED INTO THE WORLD I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE IN SO EAGERLY I CAME ACROSS MANY UNKNOWN AND CAME TO KNOW THAT ITS A WORLD OF STRANGERS  WHERE EVERYONE IS BUSY IN THEIR OWN WORLD. I CAME ALL THE WAY FROM HOME TO A SMALL DISTRICT OF WEST BENGAL,ALSO KNOWN    AS QUEEN OF HILLS. IT WAS A 4 HRS TIRESOME JOURNEY AND I ACCOMPANIED BY MY PARENTS ND BROTHER ENTERED THE PREMISES OF THE SO CALLED COLLEGE ON 2ND JULY '07 THEN WE WENT TO THE HOSTEL TO ARRANGE ALL THE STUFF AS I WAS TO STAY IN HOSTEL....WE WENT UP TO THE HOSTEL IN CHARGE ROOM AND WE WERE WELCOMED,AFTER THE FULFILLMENT OF THE NECESSARY THINGS HE STARTED GIVING A LECTURE ABOUT THE HOSTEL RULES. HE THEN INFORMED ME ABOUT MY ROOM NO. THE MOMENT I STEPPED IN I THOUGHT I WAS IN SOME KIND OF MENTAL ASYLUM. ROOM'S JUST LIKE THE ROOM OF A HOSPITAL.......COMMENTED MY STUPID BROTHER. AFTER SETTLING ALL MY THINGS IN MY ROOM THEY LEFT ME. I WAS SO HAPPY TO BE ALL BY MYSELF  IN A  ROOM WITH NO ONE TO TELL WHAT TO DO ND WAT NOT!!!!!!! BUT IN VAIN THERE CAME THE SENIORS GIVING ORDERS TO PUT UP A NAME PALTE AND DEPT. IN FRONT OF A ROOM..THE DAY FINALLY CAME FOR ME TO TAKE A STEP IN THE NEWLY JOINED COLLEGE. WE HAD THREE DAYS OF ORIENTATION DURING WHICH I FELL HOME SICK...... I SLEPT ALL DAY FOR THREE DAYS NOT ABLE TO ATTEND ANY OF THE DAYS OF ORIENTATION... FIRST DAY OF CLASS NOTHING MUCH HAPPENED..... IT WAS A SAME OLD BORING DAY.I REALLY TOOK ME QUITE AWHILE TO ADJUST WITH THE NEW ENVIRONMENT AND PEOPLE.... WHENEVER I GOT A CHANCE I FLED BACK HOME... AS TIME WENT I MADE NEW FRENS AND SLOWLY GOT MYSELT ADJUSTED BUT I ALWAYS FELT I WAS MISSING SOMETHING.. I REALISED I HAD FRENS BUT NOT LIKE THE ONES I HAD.... HERE EVERYONE HAD A SELFISH MIND AND TALKED ONLY FOR NAME SAKE.... IT WAS FROM THEN I REALISED MAN IF I WAS IN SCHOOL. ITS IS THE MOST PLEASURABLE AND MEMORABLE DAYS OF MY ENTIRE LIFE WHICH SHALL REMAIN IN MY HAERT FOREVER.IN THE STRANGE WORLD I ALWAYS WISHED IF MY SCHOOL FRENS WERE WITH ME.AND WHENEVER I FELT HOMESICK I CONSOLIDATED MYSELF BY READING THE AUTOBOOKS THAT MY FRENS AND FAMILY MEMBERS HAD WRITTEN FOR ME. DAYS NAD NIGHTS SOMETIMES USE TO FLY BY AS I LIED IN MY ROOM GRIEFING ABOUT WHY THE HELL DID I LEAVE SIKKIM GOVT. COLLEGE WHERE I HAD TAKEN UP BSc. AS DAYS WENT I CAME ACROSS PEOPLE WHO KNEW ME AND I GOT HABITUATED OF THE LIFE IN DARJ. I AM REALLY  THANKFUL TO DEEPSI DI,SMRITI AND ELLINA FOR THE SUPPORT AND HELP THEY PROVIDED ME AS THEY WERE THE ONLY ONES I KNEW BEFORE HAND. AFTER A WEEK OR SO I TOLD MY HOSTEL MATE TO BRING ME A NCC FORM.HE DID SO ND  MOMENTS LATER THE TOUGH PRACTISE BEGAN FOR THE INDEPENDENCE DAY PARADE.... TIME WENT AND AFTER 1YR OF COLLEGE I AND THREE OF MY FRENDS GOT A CHANCE TO GO FOR THE IT TOUR WHICH WAS  EVENTUALLY ONLY FOR THE SENIORS BUT WE WERE LUCKY... 
                       



THE TOUR PICS








ITS TWO YEARS OF COLLEGE LIFE AND AS I AM APPROACHING TOWRDS THE DAYS OF MY GRADUATION I HAVE REALISED THAT JOINING HERE WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKES OF MY LIFE.............. THE ONLY GOOD  THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO ME IS THE NCC AND FRENDS CIRCLE AROUND ME...........SCHOOL LIFE IS REALLY A GOLDEN LIFE,WISH COULD RELIVE THE THREE YEARS OF MY SCHOOL LIFE AGAIN.......................

Saturday, May 9, 2009

MEMORIES



SEEMS ONLY DAYS I WAS IN CLASS XII AND WAS HURRYING UP THE MAIN GATE FOR THE ASSEMBLY FROM BEING CAUGHT FOR COMING LATE BUT TIMES GONE.......... NO MORE GETTING NOT NECESSARY TO ATTEND EACH CLASS............ LIFE WAS DIFFERENT BACK THEN BUT EVERY THINGS CHANGED........ ITS ALL SO BORING AND LONELY............ MAN I REALLY WISH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART THAT ONLY IF I COULD RELIVE ALL THOSE DAYS AGAIN..........REALLY MAN THE DAYS BACK THEN ARE SO MEMORABLE. EACH AND EVERY MOMENT SPENT FLASHED AS I WAS CREATING THIS BLOG............ THE STUPID QUARREL AND THE DEBATES WITH NO MEANINGS AND OUTCOMES.............. SITTING IN THE GALLERY DURING GAMES PERIOD ND MAN THE FREE PERIODS WE SPENT DOING NOTHING JUST CHITCHATTING HIDING FROM SIR MUKESH SO THAT HE DOESN'T SEE US...................................... AM SPECIALLY MISSING MOMENTS SPENT WITH MY CLOSEST FRIENDS  
DADA,KONSTANT,ROTION,KUNDALIA,VAIBHU,RAGGY,DEBA,TSHERING AND MANY MORE.............MISSING U GUYS A LOT..........................

MY BATCHMATES ALONG WITH KAUSHIK MAM