Sunday, May 10, 2009

REALIZATION OF THE BITTER TRUTH




                                    COLLEGE FRONTSIDE VIEW,SUNSET                                               

AS I STEPPED INTO THE WORLD I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE IN SO EAGERLY I CAME ACROSS MANY UNKNOWN AND CAME TO KNOW THAT ITS A WORLD OF STRANGERS  WHERE EVERYONE IS BUSY IN THEIR OWN WORLD. I CAME ALL THE WAY FROM HOME TO A SMALL DISTRICT OF WEST BENGAL,ALSO KNOWN    AS QUEEN OF HILLS. IT WAS A 4 HRS TIRESOME JOURNEY AND I ACCOMPANIED BY MY PARENTS ND BROTHER ENTERED THE PREMISES OF THE SO CALLED COLLEGE ON 2ND JULY '07 THEN WE WENT TO THE HOSTEL TO ARRANGE ALL THE STUFF AS I WAS TO STAY IN HOSTEL....WE WENT UP TO THE HOSTEL IN CHARGE ROOM AND WE WERE WELCOMED,AFTER THE FULFILLMENT OF THE NECESSARY THINGS HE STARTED GIVING A LECTURE ABOUT THE HOSTEL RULES. HE THEN INFORMED ME ABOUT MY ROOM NO. THE MOMENT I STEPPED IN I THOUGHT I WAS IN SOME KIND OF MENTAL ASYLUM. ROOM'S JUST LIKE THE ROOM OF A HOSPITAL.......COMMENTED MY STUPID BROTHER. AFTER SETTLING ALL MY THINGS IN MY ROOM THEY LEFT ME. I WAS SO HAPPY TO BE ALL BY MYSELF  IN A  ROOM WITH NO ONE TO TELL WHAT TO DO ND WAT NOT!!!!!!! BUT IN VAIN THERE CAME THE SENIORS GIVING ORDERS TO PUT UP A NAME PALTE AND DEPT. IN FRONT OF A ROOM..THE DAY FINALLY CAME FOR ME TO TAKE A STEP IN THE NEWLY JOINED COLLEGE. WE HAD THREE DAYS OF ORIENTATION DURING WHICH I FELL HOME SICK...... I SLEPT ALL DAY FOR THREE DAYS NOT ABLE TO ATTEND ANY OF THE DAYS OF ORIENTATION... FIRST DAY OF CLASS NOTHING MUCH HAPPENED..... IT WAS A SAME OLD BORING DAY.I REALLY TOOK ME QUITE AWHILE TO ADJUST WITH THE NEW ENVIRONMENT AND PEOPLE.... WHENEVER I GOT A CHANCE I FLED BACK HOME... AS TIME WENT I MADE NEW FRENS AND SLOWLY GOT MYSELT ADJUSTED BUT I ALWAYS FELT I WAS MISSING SOMETHING.. I REALISED I HAD FRENS BUT NOT LIKE THE ONES I HAD.... HERE EVERYONE HAD A SELFISH MIND AND TALKED ONLY FOR NAME SAKE.... IT WAS FROM THEN I REALISED MAN IF I WAS IN SCHOOL. ITS IS THE MOST PLEASURABLE AND MEMORABLE DAYS OF MY ENTIRE LIFE WHICH SHALL REMAIN IN MY HAERT FOREVER.IN THE STRANGE WORLD I ALWAYS WISHED IF MY SCHOOL FRENS WERE WITH ME.AND WHENEVER I FELT HOMESICK I CONSOLIDATED MYSELF BY READING THE AUTOBOOKS THAT MY FRENS AND FAMILY MEMBERS HAD WRITTEN FOR ME. DAYS NAD NIGHTS SOMETIMES USE TO FLY BY AS I LIED IN MY ROOM GRIEFING ABOUT WHY THE HELL DID I LEAVE SIKKIM GOVT. COLLEGE WHERE I HAD TAKEN UP BSc. AS DAYS WENT I CAME ACROSS PEOPLE WHO KNEW ME AND I GOT HABITUATED OF THE LIFE IN DARJ. I AM REALLY  THANKFUL TO DEEPSI DI,SMRITI AND ELLINA FOR THE SUPPORT AND HELP THEY PROVIDED ME AS THEY WERE THE ONLY ONES I KNEW BEFORE HAND. AFTER A WEEK OR SO I TOLD MY HOSTEL MATE TO BRING ME A NCC FORM.HE DID SO ND  MOMENTS LATER THE TOUGH PRACTISE BEGAN FOR THE INDEPENDENCE DAY PARADE.... TIME WENT AND AFTER 1YR OF COLLEGE I AND THREE OF MY FRENDS GOT A CHANCE TO GO FOR THE IT TOUR WHICH WAS  EVENTUALLY ONLY FOR THE SENIORS BUT WE WERE LUCKY... 
                       



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ITS TWO YEARS OF COLLEGE LIFE AND AS I AM APPROACHING TOWRDS THE DAYS OF MY GRADUATION I HAVE REALISED THAT JOINING HERE WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKES OF MY LIFE.............. THE ONLY GOOD  THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO ME IS THE NCC AND FRENDS CIRCLE AROUND ME...........SCHOOL LIFE IS REALLY A GOLDEN LIFE,WISH COULD RELIVE THE THREE YEARS OF MY SCHOOL LIFE AGAIN.......................

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